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Tuesday, June 15, 2004

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 01:29:17 GMT

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Friday, June 11, 2004

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 20:58:23 GMT

. . . i can`t believe this year is over. i can`t believe that i`m over with middle school and going to hugh school i can`t believe that my best-friend is going to a different high shcool and a number of my closest friends are moving / going to another high school. [i`m going to have to believe it, aren`t i?] well.. i still have ben. and carson. and some others.
but at the same time.. i can`t wait until high school. to start over again. [lol.. i don`t know why i like putting random periods instead of commas]

STELLA! thank you for.. everything. i love you SO very much. [is there really anything more i need to say?]

today: walked to school with my skirt and high heels. [how nice] then i just hung around with stella and sofie ang hugged lil 7th graders until the bell rang. then band. played the prelude.. then the ceremony. good job, carson, kaidi, and danielle. :] afterwards.. went back to the band room.. then back to the black top and took lots of pictures with people. then got band stuff for next year from mr. marcus. walked home with my daddy.. then we went to IHOP for lunch. yea.. so right now.. i`m sitting here. being BORED.

Friday, June 11, 2004

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 00:51:12 GMT

yesterday: i forgot what we did in PE.. but we were probably signing yearbooks again. ooh.. 2nd period.. went with carson, dylan, amber to mr huzars class. you know.. i`m never playing egyptian war with carson and sofie together ever again.. crazzyy. then in english we watched.. veggie tales! i love it SO much. during 7th period we tried to get to mr huzar`s class.. but he only let in 40 people. we nearly got there.. but not quite. so me n` sofie went to mrs juergen`s class. lol.. 7th graders.. were we really like that last year..? so.. i signed some of my 7th grade buddies` year books and played cards with sofie, ofer, lani, ari, and jake. squares.. such a fun card game.. but i learned it by the name "camp".

today: promotion practice.. yea.. it was ok. lol.. the guys were like.. messing around most of the time. then afterwards we went to boomers. first.. miniature golf with stella, heidi, lani, becca. then while they waited for lunch, i waited for ben, christi, carson, claire, brittany, nolta.. etc. to finish with the go-cart racing. then ben, john c, and i went on the spinning tea cups. NO leg room at all. it was spinning so fast.. then we got lunch and got in line for the bumper boats. omg.. people that went already kept cutting us and wouldn`t move back even if we told them to. carson and i went in a boat and everyone was getting us wet xP.. well.. i kinda asked them to. the water was so gross tho >.< then we had to leave after that.. it was fun though. then after school we hung out for a while then i went to mr. huzar`s with ben and i just sat around most of the time, but it was ok. mann.. on the way back.. i must`ve look really messed up. i barely knew anyone on my bus, so mrs schrager-cole was sitting by me and she kept asking if i was going to be alright.. and she was like.. are you sure..?

i can`t believe it. tomorrow is promotion. :'[

Monday, June 07, 2004

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 23:11:14 GMT

new layout.. like it? haahaa.. the song is kinda exaggerating it though.. xP yea.. i remember they played it on the last day of elementary school at curie. and it`s on the tape we got.

00_ when i was walking to PE.. i saw that all the trees were toilet papered.. it looked so cool and kinda eerie though. so during PE we were just signing yearbooks and talking the whole time.
01_ just looked at year books.. i guess..
02_ corrected our tests.. i guess i did ok. then we went out side and mrs cray made us pick up toilet paper >.< when we went back mrs cray let us put austin`s disney princess CD in.. lol.. me, austin, carson and amber were scaring people with our singing. you should`ve been there, ben. xP he better burn it for me by wednesday! aw.. that`s really sad.. wednesday will be the last day i see my 7th grade buddies in like.. more than a year if they`re going to UC.. :/
03_ just signed yearbooks and messed around for most of the time, until mrs schrager cole got pissed off at a certain group of people playing cards.. >.>
04_ ehh.. sex ed. lol.. boobies! actually.. it`s not that funny.. but just the way i said it.. and amber.. whoa there, girl..
05_ did some oragami stuff. it is so freaky how me and stella think of the same thing at the same time sometimes >.< anyways.. my baby kept falling apart.
06_ the radio people didn`t come today.. which means that we probably won`t be able to go to yearbook signing on time tomorrow. [wait.. we still go even if we already got our yearbooks.. or no..?]
07_ did this packet on political cartoons about immigrants on ellis island. lol.. john.. NO.

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KAREN is _____.
I think KAREN _____.
KAREN needs _____.
I want to _____ KAREN.
KAREN thinks a lot about _____.
When I think of KAREN, I think of _____.
I want KAREN to _____ me.
If I were alone in a room with KAREN, I would _____.
I think KAREN should _____.
_____ reminds me of KAREN.
KAREN reminds me of _____.
I think of KAREN when _____.
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KAREN will never _____.
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Sunday, June 06, 2004

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 01:02:50 GMT

wow.. that last entry was.. different..

anyways.. last night was the dance. after school, stella came over, then sofie came over and sofie made me wear a skirt. oh well.. it`s ok. yea.. so we went to the dance and everyone looked so nice! the dance was good. i didn`t actually dance though.. only slowed dance with ben n` i also salsa danced with sofie for a bit. and we also got our yearbooks. wow.. the cover is so colorful.. i like it though.

then today, me n` carson went over to ben`s house and just talked for a little while.. then i went to see harry potter with my mom and my brother. yea.. i really liked it.. especially the end.

5 more days of school left! actually.. it`s more like 3 more days cuz thursday is promotion practice + boomers. and friday is promotion! but.. it really doesn`t seem like the end of the year.. at least not yet. i`m so happy though.. and sad at the same time. oh well..

every story has an end. but in life.. every ending is just a new begining.

Friday, June 04, 2004

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 02:29:50 GMT

i feel so.. argh. everything`s been so messed up lately. i feel like i want to cry.. like i need to cry. and i just can`t. i just went to let everything go and not care anymore.. but i know i can`t.. i just can`t. cuz so many people aren`t gonna be here next year. ok. fine. not that many.. maybe just a few. but they`re my closest friends.. and that`s a lot to me. but i also want to just skip summer and just go on to high school and see how everything turns out. cuz i`m just gonna be stuck at home the whole summer.. with nothing to do.. except for worrying about what`s gonna happen in high school. i`m really looking forward to retreat and camping with my church though. i guess that`s part of what`s keeping me in control right now: praying to God and knowing that everything`s gonna be alright at the end. at least i hope everything`s gonna be alright..

there`s so much more i want to say.. just don`t feel like typing it all out.

bye.

[oh.. by the way.. thanks to people that cheered me up. :] lol.. random memory: power-hungry carson! lol..]

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 01:14:13 GMT

yesterday was memorial day. first, my family and i went to balboa park and we just walked around and looked around the whole time. then for lunch we went to souplantation. after that.. i just went home and stayed there for the rest of the day. -_- we should`ve gone to the beach. that would`ve been awesome.. well.. we rented return of the king, so i watched that..

today:
0 volleyball.. crazy people..
1 studied a little bit for the science quiz
2 worked on more verb stuff and cuadernos. oooh.. amber were naming her bouncy balls and i helped her.. i feel so special ^^
3 hamlet. so frustrating. it is so impossible to make everyone happy at the same time. -_-
4 quiz. i don`t think i did too good :/
5 missed math for the carnival thing. after the people from PE left, there were only like 15 people left from zero period. went down the slide and my elbow got hurt. >.< then me, stella, and melanie were just playing with the basketball things. i got 23 points once. oh yes. actually i probably just got lucky somehow that time..
6 loafing! daaang.. sean has big feet.
7 learned about elis island. lol.. arm wrestling. mrs harvey is so silly. xP
after school: we worked on hamlet at the park. a little. then michael left and so did sofie, so we were watching the guys play basketball. lol.. sweaty guys with no shirts on. just great. *cough* john..

Your:
-- Name: karen
-- Birthdate: nov. 19, 1990
-- Eye Color: brown
-- Hair Color: darrrk brown
-- The shoes you wore today: DC`s
-- Hair: long, layered
-- Your fears: being alone, needles, heights

What Is:
-- Your most overused phrase on aim: mm hmmm
-- Your thoughts first waking up: i hope i have a good day today
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: smile
-- Your bedtime: any time from 11:00 to 1:00
-- Your greatest accomplishment: i dunno.. probably something with band
-- Your most missed memory: my old friends

Preference:
-- Season: summer/fall
-- TV Show: none
-- Movie: a lot
-- Drink: no
-- Sports: basketball, volleyball
-- Food: italian, mexican

Do You:
-- Cuss: only in my mind
-- Take a shower everyday: every other
-- Have a crush(es): yea
-- What do you look for in others: personality
-- Want to get married: yea.. in the future
-- Believe in yourself: yep
-- Get motion sickness: not really
-- Type with your fingers on the right keys: no
-- Think you're attractive: nope
-- Think you're a health freak: nope
-- Like thunderstorms: yes.. when i`m inside
-- Collect anything: lol.. shopping bags and the fortunes from fortune cookies
-- Get along with your parents: most of the time

Current:
-- worry: my room is like BEYOND messy.. and people are coming over tmrw
-- hair: half up, half down
-- annoyance: my hair
-- thing you ought to be doing: hw, or cleaning my room
-- Desktop Picture: a flower
-- Book: hamlet, it`s not really a book, but whatever
-- Cd in your Cd Player: omg. i just realized. stella brang my CD`s to return them, but i left them in her purse -_-

Have You:
-- Played a game that involved the removal of clothing: no
-- Been caught "doing something": no
-- Led a tease: hmm?
-- Been in love: i dunno
-- Lost someone you cared for: yes

The Future:
-- Age you hope to be married: in my 20`s
-- Number and Names of Children: i dunno
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: i dunno
-- How do you want to die: well.. at the end you don`t really get a choice do you?
-- What are your goals in college: to graduate, do good
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: NO idea
-- Where would you like to go: hawaii and around europe

Random:
-- people I could trust with my life: God
-- boyfriends: uh. plural..? no thank you. i`ll just have one.
-- length of relationship: ok.. let me think.. almost 11 weeks..
-- currently attached: well.. yea
-- loved someone you couldn't have: yes
-- things in my past that I regret: too many things

Sunday, May 30, 2004

Sun, 30 May 2004 16:54:21 GMT

yesterday. went to music in the parks festival at magic mountain. came back with 3 awards. 1st place in our division, 1st place overall, and the Espirit de Corps award. good job everyone. :]

so afterwards we went to magic mountain. we ate lunch there then we went on viper, then we went on riddler`s revenge. [sean: "check" easton: "your" trey: "homies!".. you silly people] and i don`t remember the exact order of whatever else we did. most of the time stella and i were with trey, easton, nolta, sean, danny, and adam. then after the awards ceremony, nolta, sean and adam went in line for X, but the rest of us didn`t want to wait that long. and Or stared tagging along with us. overall.. we went on viper 3 times.. cuz the lines move so fast, riddler`s revenge, the revolution, scream [i loved that one so much], freefall, collosus, the water log ride, and i don`t remember what else. we barely got wet on the water ride, but at the end me, trey and danny waited up on the bridge so we would get wet. my sweater got so soaked and i got water in my ear and my shoes. >.< haha.. trey.. stella.. anywaaaayys.. i liked last year better.. it`s just so much different this year. here`s my xanga entry from last year: click click sorry.. i typed kinda weird last year. wow.. last year i remembered so many details.. heh. on the way home we listened to the tapes. lol.. nolta and the goldfish.. gosh.. how much did you take? -_- people kept like.. kicking my feet when i was trying to sleep. we didn`t get home until about 1:30 AM. i actually wasn`t that tired when i got back, but i just went to sleep right after i got home.

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Thursday, May 27, 2004

Thu, 27 May 2004 02:19:19 GMT

00 volleyball.. me, kate, carson, danielle, jessica against adam S, dylan S, michael S, ben P, and jun. NO.. now the 7th graders are also doing the fing/hand snapping/whatever thing..
01 worked on.. science hw.. and talked with people..
02 salsa dancing! mr. anorga and mrs cray went with us to the activity room for salsa dancing.. then mrs crasy like.. went away. anyways.. mr. anorga taught us how to salsa dance. haha.. my partner: dylan spitz. how nice.. lol.. i could just tell he didn`t like salsa dancing.. poor kid.. being stuck with me. so he kept on playing the hand slapping game and i was just like.. ok. puaha.. i slapped him karen style. oh yes. and i feel bad cuz my hair kept on getting in the way and i kept whacking him with it.
03 more of hamlet and mrs schrager-cole had a book of shakespearian [is that how you spell it..?] quotes. and she read some about farting. michael n` john.. you guys should`ve been there..
04 science. carson came and joined our table. so of couse we barely got any work done. so now i have a whole bunch of hw..
05 "functional melodies" more music stuff.
06 went through concert order for magic mountain. gosh.. percussion section..
07 finished up with the placards [such a cool word.. not sure how you spell it though]

no.. freaky.. how did mr. huzar find out my whole name.. i don`t even have him for any of my classes..

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Your gift is:	An iron constitution
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Your best quality is:	Your abundant energy
Your weakness is:	Your timidity

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Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Wed, 26 May 2004 00:21:32 GMT

00... volleyball! such a nice sport.. i love it. but i still suck.. at least compared to stella. :] first me, stella, claire, and laura played against sarah, kathleen, olga, and justin. then we played the 7th grade guys.. dylan S, adam S, ben P, and michael S. haha.. they were good.
01... got picture taken.. and worked on history notebooks.. i still need to borrow someone`s.. we had such a mean sub >.<
02... mr. worthing was our sub. we just worked on our cuadernos. then amber, carson, and i just talked about random stuff. haha.. like.. http://www.subservientchicken.com... and other stuff.. ;]
03... sub was mr. wilson. just read some more of hamlet.
04... science. we did the usual worksheets and stuff..
05... we were doing "functional melodies" so people played their instruments.. and stella wouldn`t play her flute. whoa.. i never knew mrs. greer majored in cello..
06... wee! i get to be second chair cuz mark isn`t gonna be there at magic mountain.. and this 6th grader going with us..
07... just passed around these sheets with questions that we had to answer.
after school... heh.. i feel so loved. inna: "she`s mine".. ben: "no.." me: *gets smushed between inna and ben* and didn`t feel like going to the park.

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: [the book nearest to me is in chinese.. the next-nearest book is the scarlet letter [don`t ask why i still have it out..]] "...stirred up, with obstacles to overcome, and an adequate..."

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?: my mashimaro

3. What is the last thing you watched on tv?: umm.. fear factor

4. WITHOUT looking, guess what time it is: 6:15

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 6:09

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? cars on gennese

7. When did you last step outside? getting out of the car to get into the house after school

8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at? i think it was ben`s xanga

9. What are you wearing? jeans, sweater

10. Did you dream last night? yes.. i just can`t remember it

11. When did you last laugh? after school

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? pictures.. random stuff.

13. Seen anything weird lately? yes. ME.

14. What do you think of this survey? interesting.. not your average survey

15. What is the last film you saw? i think it was 13 going on 30

16. If you became a multimillionaire overnight, what would you buy first? a trip to europe!

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know: i love my belly button. [even though some people probably knew that already..]

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regarless of guilt or politics, what would you do? change all the hate and discrimination

19. Do you like to dance? no

20. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? i dunno. i like the names: carlie, amy, christina, naiomi..

21. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? i dunno.. probably some common name

22. Would you ever consider living abroad? nope

mm.. maybe i should start my hw early so i can go to sleep earlier tonight. so tired. >.<